To Be As Gods

by The Hucksters

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1.
It always is and was my choice to make I lost my guide just staring at assorted colored lights The only voice inside my head was mine Been down that road so many times it seemed a lot like home And so I let it go without a fight And go I know it did because it pulled me to the ground The path ahead was shadowed with a curse But that’s something you tell your kids to keep them in their beds And where the road forks it all begun I would kill myself again to know I was a better son And I would tell you everything But I’ve got nothing to say for all these things that I have done The only place that I can call my home Was torn right from my hands because I wrote down all my sins And if I had the secret to the source I’d speak the word forgiveness unto each and every ear And where my throat sole it all begun I would make myself again if you would just provide the gun And I would tell you everything But I’ve got nothing to say for all these things that I have done And I’ve got nothing to say I fear that I have lost my way Well I wish I’d some relief from all these things that I have done
2.
Witches came to whisper in my ear Dreams of endless power poured into my brain And I was told the secret to my path Sticking to the darkness I would attain the throne So I gave to secrecy and oaths And took away my innocence With one immortal lie I can see there's blood upon my hands And scrubbing to the bone it ain't ever coming out And I hope to God that he makes me pay For every tear I've made his angel cry Well I wandered off into forbidden roads I'd give my heart to have such a calculating mind Love is such a weakness don't you think? I'd give my heart to have nothing fill it's place I can see there's blood upon my hands And scrubbing to the bone it ain't ever coming out And I hope to God that he makes me pay For every tear I've made her cry Cause I know that God I’ve made her cry And I pray That I can try To be a better man A better man
3.
Well I threw away my birthright for a single bowl of soup And I ate it in a single sitting It seemed important at the time It seemed important at the time Well if you look from my perspective there’s still nothing to be said I came in from the back door with my clothes all drenched in red I plead guilty I plead Well at three in the morning I saw my spirit leave From the floor, to the kitchen, past the counter and the sink And out through an open window And out through an open window And everything I thought I knew about me was a lie And I’d be so much better off without me? Wouldn’t I? Well I was born into this world My father’s blessed son And I took all that for granted No thought to that above I threw it all for a taste I threw it all for a taste And I’ve broke that poor girls heart so many times it can’t be fixed And I can’t put it back again with all my magic tricks I took it all for granted I took it all for granted And everything you thought you knew about me was a lie And I’d be so much better off without me? Wouldn’t I? Well the whole world took a vote last November And they said it would be better without me in it
4.
Sun stop shining So you won’t see the things I’ve done And heart stop beating So I won’t be the only one Mind stop thinking It’s thoughts that put you in your grave There’s no heaven That would take me in the state I’m in Lungs stop breathing You are breathing in my death Eyes stop seeing All the lies you come up with Soul just exit I have done enough to you Mind and body They don’t speak a word Back and forth no more Good stop being You’re a technicality Eyes stop seeing All the things I do to me Friends mean nothing To a man what hasn’t got ‘em Friends mean nothing To a man whose only friend lives in the mirror
5.
And she lost her father’s hand In that cloud of darkness And she listens to the music Just to feel something again And try as they may Boys could never keep her And try as they may They could never truly have her And she’ll set herself on fire Just to feel that speck of control And she’ll set herself on fire Just to feel something again And I hope That she knows I’ll do all I can to guide her safely home If I could, I hope I can And she appears so strong Carrying her mother And she appears so long For as long as I have known her But that weight that’s on her back Pressing on her shoulders Well it’s forcing her back down To her knees! And I hope That she knows I’ll do all I can to pick her back up Oh, if I could, I hope I can And any boy that’s ever loved her she’s just pushed away, away Anyone that’s ever loved her she’s just pushed away, away! I can’t do I can’t do it anymore! I can’t do, I can’t do it anymore And I hope, that she knows I’ve done all I can to guide her safely home I can’t do it anymore!
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Midas 04:12
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East of Eden 00:32
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Cain 02:41
Well I don’t think they understand the meaning Cain was such a charming gentleman Is it fair to acknowledge what’s a failure? Is it fair to pretend it’s crystal clean? Well do you think I’m growing toward a future? Or am I just a mirror of my past? Do you think that she understood the meaning? When his wife went to swear her faithful vows? Through her tears does she whisper that she loves him? Though her tears is she hoping for his death? Do you think that Cain could make it to salvation? Do you think that he could make his wife feel loved?
9.
Well I keep a grain of salt tucked in my pocket Cause I couldn’t stand to let it go Well I keep a picture of you in a locket And I keep it almost permanently closed And Hell is just another place where I am welcome But I’ll try my very hardest to decline But this rock I have well it’s growing ever larger And it’ll overtake my body in due time And I wish that you could see me as I want to be Not as I am And I wish that I could give you all my soul But it’s been promised To the highest bidder With a single look Lot’s wife became a pillar And still I can’t seem to look away Every time my heart begins to shiver And I can feel my bones as they decay Well I keep a saying written in my wallet And behind all the words there is a truth And the worst part is I still remember Remember what is it I can’t undo
10.
I’m just waiting for the moment in which I can freely act Well I’m staring at myself as through a window Under cover of the blackness well I’m burying my soul In a grave where he could never find it And though judgment day is crawling ever closer to my brain Well I’m screaming but my face it stays the same And with cynical lucidity my mind it shoves and pulls I don’t think that I can stomach all the guilt Well with Heaven as my witness and the devil as my friend I’ll declare another war on my own soul I can’t disregard the passion if I can uncover the means I’m gonna spend three more days inside the whale I’m noticing the devil in the details Deep inside the belly of the beast I’m giving myself freely to the blackness I’m gonna spend three more days inside the whale! I’m just waiting for the moment when Saint Peter shuts his eyes Then silently I’ll my way to glory I’m a man without a country I’m a martyr for no cause I’m gonna spend one thousand days inside a cell!
11.
Use my bones to feed the wolves They could use them more than me There ain’t a single thing that’s coming from my lips That’s gonna change what’s come to be Did you think a month or so of pious thought? Could make someone forget? That you had stabbed them repeatedly Well should you save a human soul? If it’ll cause more misery There ain’t a single thing that’s now or ever was That’s gonna change the thought of you and me And what’s so wrong about? Giving someone the chair? If they ain’t fit to stand Well would you prefer dead air? Or this constant cry of pain? Well I will give to you this longing in my bones But it won’t change a single thing Did you think a step or so back on the road? Would ever be good enough? For someone you have put through hell Well cut out my eyes What a useless thing to have Id rather spend my life completely void of light Than have to remember your name
12.
Heaven is a place where no man lives I’ve dug a trench just deep enough to shield me from the light The tugging on my wrists is growing still I’d tear myself in half if I could just be spared the pain Heaven is a place inside the mind Resilient unto death, but what if death already is? Do you think I’ll die along the road? Or is it getting bright enough to keep it in my sights?

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released March 8, 2013

Guitar/Vocals/Piano: Chase Ford
Bass/Vocal/Harmonica: Mike Hopkins
Drums: David Epps
Banjo: Garrett Blanchard
Produced by: Grant and Aaron Turley and The Hucksters
Recorded at War Artist Records, In Rexburg, Idaho.

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